I think I'm ready..
It’s been almost a year. I still feel the pain. However, it isn’t as heavy as it used to be. Time is slowly healing my heavy heart. I get by.. A lot has changed since then. Too much, in my opinion. The changes are good and bad, some of which I’d rather not have had. Change is inevitable, I know that. However, you can’t expect one to adapt to change in an instant. Like I...
I haven't been here.
I think I know why. I’ve lost myself. I don’t know who I am anymore, and that’s the saddest part.
I miss my mom, A LOT.
I guess I’ll elaborate on it later. I haven’t had the time, energy, or strength to really right about it or respond to anyone. I’ll do that when I’m ready.. As for now, I’m still trying to cope with all this change. Fucking weird and emotionally draining. Life is more than a roller-coaster right now. God, please give me the strength and help me through all this.
Wake up, open your eyes.
Who’s more important? Your friends or your family? Well it looks like your friends are more important than your family. I can’t believe you chose THEM over us. How could you? What are your priorities?!
Listen or your tongue will make you deaf.– My new favorite quote. It has so much meaning to it and is absolutely true.
Houston, we have a problem..
I’m a fungry hippo right now. SHIIIIIII.
I really don't know how I feel about this..
I understand, but I really don’t know. I just don’t want you to leave. You’ve left them, please don’t leave us. I honestly hate hate for this. I’m tired of her and all the shit she’s putting us through. I pray to God she opens her eyes. I thought I’d be okay, but then again.. I really don’t know how to feel. I’m heartbroken, but I...
Stye's are fugly and hideous.
I have so much anger building up inside.. I swear I’m about to blow. God, please help me through this.
I really don't know what I want.... All the time.
I'M SO DAMN IRRITATED..
I would bitch about it, but I’d rather not.. However, I would love to destroy your stash so I could feel better.. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE >:@
I wish things went about a little different. I wish I was able to enjoy and love my pregnancy. I wish I was able to post pictures of my ultrasounds and my growing belly instead of having to hide it for months.. It sucks because your first pregnancy is always the one that is the most important. It’s your first, first everything’s always mean something. I wish I was able to embrace it,...
I’m crazy without alcohol, now imagine me with it. OH SHIT! PARTY AND PARTY! AND PARTY!
I thought I'd share this with all of you..
I have this guy friend who has a tattoo sleeve. His tattoo is of a tiger and chinese cherry blossom flowers. Last night, he told me the meaning behind his tattoo. I thought it was the sweetest thing in the world and thought I’d share it with the rest of you. It is of chinese cherry blossom flowers and a tiger. A chinese cherry blossom represents feminine beauty and holds an idea of feminine...
FUCK YOU PEER PRESSURE.
I hate you. >: @
What do all of you think, I need your honest opinion. Should I call DFS to check my status after my interview?
PLEASE hire me. I’m so perfect for the job. : (
Someone needs to smack some sense into this bitch before I do.. And believe me, it is NOT going to be pretty. Just sayin’.
The week started off horrible, but is ending PERFECT. I’m ready to start classes with UOG/GCC so I can get my life in order. I also got an interview at DFS. I believe I did well, I hope I get the job. I’m so proud of myself. I turned in my application last month and they finally gave me a call. I thought it would never happen, but it did. I am so happy that they were interested in me...
Had to be one of the best days I’ve had in a VERY long time. No one can understand how happy I was.. I’m so blessed. Thank you Lord. You have done everything for me and I am so thankful for your blessings. He guided me when I needed him the most. I have never lost faith in him or gave up on him. He has answered all my prayers one way or another, I couldn’t be anymore...
I’m going to be completely honest right now. For those of you who don’t want to hear about Franz, don’t read. Franz has been such a great Daddy and boyfriend lately. He’s really shaping up and I’m so proud of him. He cleaned my room and tries to keep it clean. He really takes care of Ava as much as he can. It’s so cute cause I have this candle in my room...
SOMEONE SHOOT ME.
I just saw a GIF on One Tree Hill that I did NOT want to see because I haven’t been updating myself on the show. UGHHHH could these things just say “SPOILER ALERT” at the beginning?! : (((
is truly and honestly my thoughts and feelings put into words. If not that, then my interests and opinions. I speak how I feel. I bitch, laugh, cry, and speak only the truth on this little blog of mine. Now if you have a problem, here is one simple solution. See that button up there? UNFOLLOW me if you can’t handle me. Just thought I’d throw that out there, hahah. Hope all of you had...
lifewithmaddie asked: Megan! I was wondering where did you get your shirts printed at? You designed it right?
I miss LUSH.
I love their body soaps, shampoo’s, etc. UGHHHHH. I wish we had one here. I could totally use some new shampoo’s and conditioners, along with other products from there. I love everything about them. They don’t test on animals, they make their products out of natural things, the store smells freakin awesome, and so much more.
That guy is HAWWWWT stuff. I totally just had a dream about him.. YEEEEEEE buddy, if only! HAHAH.
I miss my natural curls. : (
After I got pregnant/gave birth my hair changed for the worse. All my beautiful light brown beautiful curls ; died, along with my bod. It turned into straight/wavy red-brown hair. WAHHHHHH! : (
- started off fuckin’ lame. Thought it was going to be a shitty night. Ended up being one of the best nights in a while. I swear, I haven’t laughed that hard/long in forever! So glad things turned out great. R&J was totally worth the cover charge. Yayuhhh!
Confession #18 & 19:
Anonymous people are just dumb as fuck sometimes.. Sorry, just had to put that out there. Oh and sometimes, in the midst of it all.. I wish I could tell someone something that they should know. Even if it isn’t my place at all. Sigh* The world is one fucked up place that I wish I could fix, but hell.. I’ve got my own problems.
So I messed up dying my hair and I’m going to get it done tomorrow. What color should I dye my hair?!
You’re going to meet a bunch of people who are either going to change your life in a good way or a bad way. In the end, you’ll learn something. The ones who are the closest to your heart, are the ones you can trust. The ones with the biggest of hearts that are true, are trustworthy. Family will always be there for you when all your walls come down. You’re going to meet people...
mare-clausum: are so fake but so good at it. i hate it when people can’t see past an exterior but i can.. so i hate the person while others just all fall for their act. blah blahhh
I miss Halloween at Academy :'(
ceasetoresist: Do people realize the promise they’re making when they decide to get married to someone? It irritates me how people take it so lightly.
So Kim Kardashian is getting a divorce, 72 days after a wedding that is...– Nicholas D. Kristof, New York Times columnist and journalist (via the-thief)
I want sushi.
and I feel like experimenting with my makeup, but Idk what I should do. Btw, I created a blog for my looks. Any ideas as to what I should try?